不稳定

情绪 很不稳定的一天

昨晚哭得像花面猫那样。。。
一切都是自己想太多的后果     活该！

贝说得对    看自己怎么想，怎么看。

还有那根本不是可以影响我们感情的一个因素。
所以我是自找麻烦嘛~

noon>>

才刚跟贝sms就让我忘了一切一切的不愉快
神奇
好开心他有这样的超能力！！！^^

 我们的歌     爱的奇迹 ♥

the 2nd unexpexted celebration of 20th years old

ehem...honestly i really no expect that they all will celebrate birthday with me..really
cz is kheng date me out to walk, and that what i think only...
and i totally no idea he will celebrate with me..
so, when we walking around dpp TM there, he just busy msg and talking phone, when i ask what happen, the he just said that is his coursemate only..
then i said if have to rush the assignment then just go back lo..(actually the heart not think like that lo=( 
while, almost near 11pm he said he want to buy some drink and go perwaja cafe..
who noe,the gang already there....but not yet prepared...hehehehe
quite surprised saw janice and cat will come and celebrate with me..cz tat time not so close..
kheng said xiang ting and sharon and ruby wanna come de, but they got exam next day...
misc four golden flower celebration sure got yen, wen and nee la~~^^
 

haPpy bIrThdAy--20

  yes...today is my birthday...

so now is totally a BIG girl already...lolz
the kmk geng--yi,yee,shuang celebrate birthday with me..^^
we eat at bistro at mall.
while moon jie dint come, but i still quite happy cause celebrate with a gang of friends that i know well..=p

the beautiful box...^^

necklace and the lovely wishing card.

touching 'ingredients'^^

hObby!!

suddenly feel to write on this topic even tomorrow have FO mid term...
SING ya~~i like it very much!!!^^
when my mood is not so good,when switch on the player..then that automatically my mood will also switch to good mood.
just now emo again...haiz....i not mean to 'dou qi' with my dear..sorry~
but i think that he sure can't feel that at all...he just a 'cute' guy...^@^


wah..suddenly recall back yesterday event..
that is really quite scary..and also worry!!!
that stupid small green kancil made me n him scare only...siao!!!><
but after this we must be more careful already...OK?

feeling more well after.......

wah...really sad when attend ko-k class at evening,cz when heard what teacher said really almost cry out ad..
and also not dare to see n talk with him at all,while and really eat died cat this time..
while,finally is teacher come chat with me 1st...y i so shame arh!!!!!
really regret to create that event before,i think i really have to open my eye bigger to look forward for 'good' fren...and try not to treat those fren with true heart????i really confuse now....@@
by the way,just some i think will not so close with them ad...cz really up sad with all that thing..
and what i will do now is try to enjoy the choir and do my best and have anything must say to teacher first...
teacher love u so much...u are always on my mind!!!!

sing sing sing!!!!

it is seem last sem break go sing k,tilll nw...
i want go sing k!!!!
can't wait for the senior come back or go with dear.
actually singing can release tension too...
but some time really want go some place that really can sing loudly..
therefore, k box is the most suitable place...so miss that time go with relative..MISS~~
when to sing k????

tired

it is really mental and also physical tired..
just finished cooking class..felt sorry to friends..SORRY!
by the way, still have to prepare for tomorrow FO presentation.
hope every thing will go as good as possible.

it's really quite many days not meet up with him already.
what can do...both are busy for own business.
well~hope can meet him tomorrow when have lunch...

p/s: still hoping...

nEw!!

good bye my old blog and welcome my brand new blog....
today is totally blur,y?
because i deleted the msg  that sent by my dear...oh!!!
heart are broken at that minute...but when told him about that,straight away feel so good!
he really give me feel so warm...be with him i really not think of much thing...this is want i wish to have..
i love u...dear~~^^